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For the last…six months Jon had only regained the ability to blink out of his own free will. Other then that he hadn’t moved. Well some involuntary reactions like the blood rush he’d get whenever Kels or Raine would walk in, those got painful after a while since he could never relieve himself. He had heard the doctor’s talking about how he should be waking up any day soon. Damn right I’m wakin up soon, I don’t like being stuck here Ever since he heard them say he was going to wake up he had been trying hi hardest to wake up and move on his own. It wasn’t like trying extra hard would hurt him or anything since he was obviously ready to wake up. He hadn’t been having much luck though really. When Kels and Raine happened to walk in he had his eyes closed and was trying to sit up again he thought he felt himself twitch but he wasn’t sure. So he opened his eyes to check if he had moved but then instead of seeing his familiar surroundings he saw his fiancé and girlfriend in front of him and the shock seemed to be what he needed because he quickly got into a sitting position. He didn’t say anything just yet too shocked to do anything other then look between the two females.
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![]() Once again I found myself with my friends Dancin’ the night away it’s like the party never ends Then again we don’t want it to stop cause Tonight’s the night it goes sweat box, laser beams, flashin’ lights Wild cards, been from mars, dressed in stars and stripes Ecliptic electric Ladies of the evenin’ Drinkin’ booze and minglin’ Lodgin’ to the music I can do anything Freaky Deaky star speckles and pink butterflies Life is nice, so nice I walk into a club and I’ve found paradise I’m seein’ stars, I can’t believe my eyes |
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Kelsey blinked out of surprise when Jon had suddenly risen up. It was almost like a Twilight Zone kind of thing and you’d have to see it in order to believe it. Well, she was seeing it but she didn’t believe it. Nevertheless, she smiled at him, happy to see him in a more active, even though he was quiet. She found it strange that he was quiet but his silence may have come from the fact that he had revived so quickly or maybe it was because there was someone that he didn't know in the room. At least, she thought he didn't know. Well, she might as well break the awkward silence with an introduction. “Jon, this is my cousin, Raine.” She said and she glanced back at her cousin for a moment before turning her attention back to her now revived fiancé.
Raine was equally surprised as Kelsey was when Jon sat up shortly after they had seated themselves. She raised an eyebrow slightly as she looked at him. Well, now it was time for things to get interesting. When she had heard Kelsey’s voice introducing her to Jon, she momentarily turned towards her cousin and once her eyes had gone back to Jon, Raine’s did as well and she held a finger to her lips. She was silently trying to tell him to act as though it were their first meeting. If he didn’t get the message... well, they were in for a disaster. Especially since it had been only moments ago that she had told Kelsey she had never met the guy. She then dropped her hand to her lap and put on a smirk. She would wait for Jon’s reaction first, and then she’d say something…
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![]() I finally said outloud what I've been thinking for months A standing line of doubt; an army I could not surround You've always told me the hardest decision to make, is the right one Well, love's a liar And a side effect not labeled in the prescription we provide Last edited by Kelsey Fayding : 07-27-05 at 10:04 AM. |
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Jon blinked a couple times as his fiancé spoke and then when he saw Raine’s reaction he arched the brow; he was still a little out of it and wasn’t too sure what the whole finger to lips thing meant. Stalling for time he slowly scooted back to lay upright against his pillows, it was weird to move after being still for so long. After a moment he nodded a bit ”I remember you, Kitten.” He grinned looking directly at Raine but then he seemed to remember that he was supposed to be with Kelsey and he looked over at her. ”So…Roxanne’s gotten big” Yeah, Jon wasn’t too smooth just yet, thinking to yourself for 6 months and then having to suddenly talk with other people could be considered disorientating. Absently he played with the lip ring that Raine had given him on their first ‘date’…really the first day they met.
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![]() Once again I found myself with my friends Dancin’ the night away it’s like the party never ends Then again we don’t want it to stop cause Tonight’s the night it goes sweat box, laser beams, flashin’ lights Wild cards, been from mars, dressed in stars and stripes Ecliptic electric Ladies of the evenin’ Drinkin’ booze and minglin’ Lodgin’ to the music I can do anything Freaky Deaky star speckles and pink butterflies Life is nice, so nice I walk into a club and I’ve found paradise I’m seein’ stars, I can’t believe my eyes Last edited by Jonathan Michaels Logan : 07-24-05 at 01:05 AM. |
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Kelsey waited for Jon to say something but he still seemed quiet. Then again, he was moving so he could have had trouble with talking and moving at the same time considering that he hadn’t done either in the last six months. When he finally did speak up though, it wasn’t what she had expected. The fact that he knew her cousin already… That was a little strange. And he seemed to have an interesting nickname for her too. She looked back at Raine with one eyebrow raised. So it seemed that her cousin had been a little misleading on the way over here… and she had probably wanted to come along, she just didn’t want to raise Kelsey’s suspicions. But she didn’t get to say anything about it since Jon had spoken again. She turned back towards him with the same look on her face that she had had when she was looking at Raine. “Uh... Yeah…” She replied a little hesitantly. She now felt a little strange since Raine and Jon seemed to know each other and yet, her cousin never mentioned it…
As Jon had been stalling for time, Raine wondered if he had some sort of reason for it. But when he had finally spoken, he had obviously not received the message she had sent him. She shook her head as Jon said that he remembered her and had also said the nickname he had given her. She had a feeling that this wouldn’t go over to well with her cousin… Now Kelsey would know that she had lied. When she had looked back at Raine, she had only shrugged her shoulders slightly but Kelsey missed that since she had turned back to Jon when he had said something. And the way that she had replied, it seemed that she was feeling a tad awkward now. Well, if anything else was brought up over the subject of how Raine and Jon knew each other… they couldn’t exactly go into details. That would really mess things up. Raine could live with that, but she doubted that Kelsey could.
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Jon noticed that both girls were being really quiet and he couldn't figure out why. He was being quiet as well but that was more because he was still trying to figure out how to speak smoothly and move right. It was an odd, odd feeling to be doing anything after six months. When he spoke he was obviously confused and not yet thinking right since he was looking at and motioning for Raine to come over to him. "Kitten, c'mere and give your Tiger some lovinz" Yeah Jon was way out of it, later he would blame it on the medicine that they had been giving him for a week to help him wake up. He didn't really think that Kels would care boy would he be surprised when she did care.
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![]() Once again I found myself with my friends Dancin’ the night away it’s like the party never ends Then again we don’t want it to stop cause Tonight’s the night it goes sweat box, laser beams, flashin’ lights Wild cards, been from mars, dressed in stars and stripes Ecliptic electric Ladies of the evenin’ Drinkin’ booze and minglin’ Lodgin’ to the music I can do anything Freaky Deaky star speckles and pink butterflies Life is nice, so nice I walk into a club and I’ve found paradise I’m seein’ stars, I can’t believe my eyes |
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Raine slapped a hand to her forehead as she heard Jon’s request. She knew it wouldn’t go over too well with Kelsey. At all. And boy, she had no idea how right she would be. She was beginning to think that Jon was completely delusional and that he had completely forgotten the fact that his fiancé was still there in the room. Dumbass… Well, there would go her friendship with Kelsey. She cared somewhat that it would be gone, but then again, for the past few weeks, her cousin had been bossing her around too much and she was seriously annoyed with it. But right now, she really didn’t want to hear Kelsey bitch and yell about this. She hated it when her cousin was mad.
Kelsey’s jaw dropped as she saw both the motioning to her cousin and heard Jon’s words that had followed. She then put her jaw back in its place and her brow furrowed. “What the… fuck?!” Obviously, Kelsey was anything but thrilled with this, considering that Jon had her were engaged, for Christ’s sake. And she was beginning to wonder if this term had any meaning at all to Jon anymore. For the last six months, she had remained totally faithful to him. So of course she cared that he was talking to Raine that way while she was there. Sure he was out of it and all, but still. He should have never said anything like that. She abruptly stood and crossed the few feet that had separated her and Jon, and it was larger distance than it had been when he had initially sat up. Once she had made it to his bedside, Kelsey slapped him straight across the face, and she was pretty damn sure that it had hurt considering the sound it had created. She had never deliberately hit him before, so she had no idea that it would feel as good as it did. Basically, all of the crap he had put her through in the last few years had fueled the strength of that hit. At that moment, she didn’t really care that he had just come out of his coma, either. It was his fault for saying what he had and she believed that he deserved it more than anything. Then she pointed an accusing finger at him. “I hope you go to jail for fucking around with a minor, you fucking asshole.” Now Kelsey wasn’t just going to go and find the nearest police officer and tell them about the thing between Raine and Jon... She just wasn’t that type of person. She’d rather let them get caught all on their own. Then she suddenly slipped the engagement ring and held it directly in front of his face. “Does this mean anything to you?”
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![]() I finally said outloud what I've been thinking for months A standing line of doubt; an army I could not surround You've always told me the hardest decision to make, is the right one Well, love's a liar And a side effect not labeled in the prescription we provide Last edited by Kelsey Fayding : 07-26-05 at 01:29 PM. |
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Jon was confused when Raine slapped herself instead of coming over to him like he asked. He really had no idea to what extent of trouble his words would cause. Hearing Kelsey’s exclamation he dropped his hands and then looked over at her looking confused. He wasn’t sure what the fuck was either so he wasn’t quite sure how to answer her. When she started to head towards him he blinked slightly scared since she didn’t look all that happy. He opened his mouth to say something but then Kels’ hand made contact with the side of his face. Instantly his cheek stung like mad but the slap had seemingly brought him back to his sense because after he rubbed his cheek he stared up at her and at her words his jaw dropped. “What the fuck are you talking about Kelsey?!” Reaching down he pulled the IV’s out of his body and then got out of the bed, his movements were quicker then they had been before and he seemed to be thinking more clearly now. When he got the engagement ring stuck in his face and Kels spoke he replied back quickly. “Yeah, it does. It means I love you no matter how many fucking mistakes I make.” Reaching down he slipped his own engagement band off and held it up as well. “Kelsey I know I am the worst fiancé in Escapade and that you probably hate me but…I do love you. With all my heart and what I said before was because of the drugs. It was something me and Raine did a long time ago when me and you had one of our fights. She doesn’t mean anything to me anymore, I promise.” As he spoke he stared into Kels’ eyes but at the same time his arms wrapped around her waist so that Raine could see his hands and he made a heart with his fingers then pointed at her.
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![]() Once again I found myself with my friends Dancin’ the night away it’s like the party never ends Then again we don’t want it to stop cause Tonight’s the night it goes sweat box, laser beams, flashin’ lights Wild cards, been from mars, dressed in stars and stripes Ecliptic electric Ladies of the evenin’ Drinkin’ booze and minglin’ Lodgin’ to the music I can do anything Freaky Deaky star speckles and pink butterflies Life is nice, so nice I walk into a club and I’ve found paradise I’m seein’ stars, I can’t believe my eyes |
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As she heard Kelsey’s exclamation, Raine removed her hand from her forehead. She then flinched and her eyes widened as she heard the painful-sounding smack as Kelsey’s hand came into contact with the side of Jon’s face. After listening to all of the things that Jon had said, Raine just felt bad for even thinking about going behind her cousin’s back. She had known how much Kelsey had loved him, yet she still didn’t think about the consequences if Kels ever found out about their relationship. But when she had seen the gesture Jon had done behind Kelsey’s back, she arched an eyebrow. The irony of it was interesting.. Considering that basically, they were going behind her cousin’s back to have a relationship.
Kelsey ignored Jon’s question; she really didn’t care about it at that moment. She the raised an eyebrow as he suddenly pulled out the IVs from his body and had gotten out of the bed. It then lowered as he had started to speak quickly. She just shook her head as she listened to his words; Kelsey couldn’t believe this. Drugs or no drugs, she knew what she had heard and well, it didn’t make her feel all that great. When she felt his arms slip around her waist, she felt trapped and she didn’t like that feeling. She stayed there for a moment, almost allowing herself to melt in his arms and forgive him. But no, she wouldn’t let herself fall victim to what she thought was a lie. So she pushed herself away from him. If it had been a year or even six months earlier, she might have accepted his promise but she knew better now. “No, Goddamnit! I’m sick of your bullshit. Do you think I’m really going to believe all of that? I’m so tired of you hurting me with all of your fucking ‘mistakes.’ I’ve had enough of it.” She let her engagement ring drop down to the floor and she could careless if it broke and shattered into a thousand pieces, it would only resemble her heart. Her gaze also fell from his eyes and her voice had lowered to a calmer and quieter tone. “To even hear that you were with someone else, it makes me feel like I don’t mean anything to you.” It pained her to even say these things to him but she knew that all of the words were completely truthful. And honestly, it hurt her more to even think of him with someone else. “I’m beginning to think that I made a mistake for falling in love with you…” Her voice wavered as she took a few steps back from him. Then she lifted her eyes again to meet his. The anger than they had held before had been replaced pain and tears had begun to form.
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![]() I finally said outloud what I've been thinking for months A standing line of doubt; an army I could not surround You've always told me the hardest decision to make, is the right one Well, love's a liar And a side effect not labeled in the prescription we provide Last edited by Kelsey Fayding : 07-27-05 at 10:20 AM. |
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When Kels pushed herself out of his arms Jon blinked and stared at her. He wasn’t expecting her to not forgive him, ok he was but he was hoping she would have. When she started yelling at him he winced not liking being on the receiving end of her anger. After she finished talking and dropped her ring his eyes widened and he was barely able to catch it before it hit the ground. When her voice got quieter he kept himself firmly planted on the ground resisting the temptation to go over to her and pull her into his arms. He had a feeling she wouldn’t like that much so instead he just stood there her engagement ring clutched tightly in his fist. At her last words he felt like she had slapped him again before stabbing him in the heart. For all his cheating and lying and flaws he really truly did love Kelsey, he just had mental problems because of the way he was raised. As she backed away from him he couldn’t help it and he took as many steps as she did keeping the distance between them the same. Looking into her pain filled eyes Jon could feel his heart shattering into a million tiny little pieces. With two long strides he was standing right in front of her. Reaching over he took her hand and gently turned it so her palm was facing upwards. He placed her engagement ring back in her hand before he carefully closed her fist. He held it closed as he started to talk again. “I want you to keep this, don’t say anything just hear me out and then I’ll let you leave if you still want too.” He had to pause and swallow hard not wanting to think about her leaving. “I swear to you Kelsey that I love you with all my heart and the ring in your hand symbolizes that. You will always, always have my love no matter what happens. Twenty years from now I’ll still love you Kels, fifty years from now. The day I die I hope to God that I’m awake and conscious enough to make my last thought be; I love Kelsey Fayding and our daughter. My feelings for any other girl compared to the feelings I have for you are nothing; I don’t need their approval, I don’t care about their opinions, I don’t give a fuck if I hurt their feelings but with you…Your opinion means everything and it might not seem like it but I strive to get your approval. Kels, I know I’ve hurt you and each time I do I feel empty, like my purpose in life is just gone. I know I take you for granted and I know you think everything I’m saying is bull shit but it’s not, really it’s not. I love you Kelsey Renae Fayding, I love you with all my heart and…” He paused and looked down at his ring before he slipped it off and held it in the palm of his hand staring at it. “This ring is my hope that you’ll forgive me for being a jerk, a complete idiot, and for making terrible decisions in the past.” Carefully he slipped his ring back on the same finger which covered up the strip of white skin he had there from constantly wearing the band. Jon knew that he could have mentioned Leo and how she cheated on him with the British boy but he didn’t want to start an argument he just wanted to obtain her forgiveness. He had completely forgot that Raine was in the room and was now staring at Kelsey with an unguarded expression letting her see how sincere he was and how much she would hurt him if she decided to leave.
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![]() Once again I found myself with my friends Dancin’ the night away it’s like the party never ends Then again we don’t want it to stop cause Tonight’s the night it goes sweat box, laser beams, flashin’ lights Wild cards, been from mars, dressed in stars and stripes Ecliptic electric Ladies of the evenin’ Drinkin’ booze and minglin’ Lodgin’ to the music I can do anything Freaky Deaky star speckles and pink butterflies Life is nice, so nice I walk into a club and I’ve found paradise I’m seein’ stars, I can’t believe my eyes |
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As he moved closer to her, Kelsey wanted to back away some more but there was only a few steps between her and the wall and well, that wouldn’t exactly be a good place to be. Then she would be trapped, literally. She blinked in surprise when he had reached out and took her hand. Her eyes moved down to it and watched as he placed her engagement ring in the palm of her hand before he had closed her fingers around it. She only lifted her gaze when he had spoken again and she didn’t pull her hand away from his grasp as he held her hand in the fist position that he had put it in. Slowly, she nodded her head, showing him that she had understood his first statement and that she would listen to what he had to say: that didn’t necessarily mean that she would believe it. But as he was speaking, the sincerity of his words was there. She felt the desire to just believe all that he had to say. And when he had removed his ring for the second time, she looked down at it before she looked back up at him as he concluded.
After he had finished speaking, she sighed softly as she noted what his expressing was conveying to her. She had to drop her eyes from his gaze again; she just didn’t know what to say to him. She wanted to leave him, rid herself from future pains that would likely turn up because Kelsey wasn’t sure if she’d be able to abide with that. Even so, if she did leave him for good, it was quite probable that he would find someone else and well, she didn’t like the thought of that either. It wasn’t much of a win-win case in her mind; either way, she felt she’d lose him. She sighed again, raising her eyes up to meet his before she spoke in a soft undertone. “I do love you Jon, but you can’t keep doing this to me; I can only tolerate so much. I’ve gotten to that breaking point. And if one more thing happens, I doubt I could handle it.” She knew that she probably looked and sounded utterly pathetic but she just couldn’t help it. She was just at such a stage of conflict between the options and results she could have that she was literally torn in two. Her decision was split between leaving Jon now for what might be forever or to remain with him and either end up hurt again… Or with a probable happy ending. But this wasn’t just some fairy tale; there wasn’t going to be a completely ‘happily ever after.’ And Kelsey knew this. It was so… sappy; Raine almost wanted to puke. She had never seen this side of Jon… and truthfully, it disgusted her. And what Kelsey had said only increased this feeling of disgust. Why did adults have to be so… weird all the time..? She never fully understood it, all that lovey-dovey crap. She made sign for gagging and she slumped back in her chair, wishing that she had never come to the hospital that day. Then, she wouldn’t have had to endure this sickening scene that lay before her. It was like watching some stupid romance movie and she hated those kinds of movies with a passion. Raine knew she had to get out of there before she literally did throw up. Now that wouldn’t exactly be too pleasant and it would throw a bit of a damper over the whole thing.
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![]() I finally said outloud what I've been thinking for months A standing line of doubt; an army I could not surround You've always told me the hardest decision to make, is the right one Well, love's a liar And a side effect not labeled in the prescription we provide Last edited by Kelsey Fayding : 07-31-05 at 11:03 PM. |
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