The park was a place of inspiration to Jennifer, and that's why a lot of the time when she came here she carried her cherished guitar. The day was a bit cooler than the day before, and a bit overcast and brezze. Jennifer had worn her hair up tody, so it wouldn't get in her face if she decided to write anything. Coming into the park, her chains that were connected to her jean's belt-loops swayed back and forth as she moved her legs. Her shirt was a simple t-shirt that was navy in color and bore the quote 'Stupidity is not a crime, so you're free to GO' in big orange, gliterly letters.

Her guitar case's handle was in her right hand, as always, her other hand in her pocket. Slowly she made her way over to the swings, her dark eyes glancing around, noticing that few people were here. Must be a bad day to be outside... Jen thought to herself, shruging it off as she sat down her guitar case and began to swing. Suddenly she stoped, picked up her guitar and ran over to a bench. As soon as she had started swinging, she'd gotten her inspiration, from none other than her former friend.

Taking out her acoustic guitar she sat it on her lap and began to fiddle with the strings a bit, thinking of what chord to start out with. With a little hum, she begain to sing, "Can't you see, you were like a sister to me? Now that you're gone, I don't know what to do. I supose I was stupid, a bit of an idiot, so I'm singing to you, for the answer to my questoin. I was just wondernig, if you could ever forgive me. I was bone-headed when I said those things. I didn't mean to hurt you..." She stoped and closed her eyes, Like that'll ever work, that's the most stupid song you've evere sung...

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With her frustration raisnig, she placed her guitar into its case. You're right, you're the most idiotic person on this planet... Jennifer sighed loudly with the thought, At least the scare is over, stupid fucking doctors! She cursed them mentally for mixing up her charts with the person who really had HIV, like she thought she had. When they had told her she thought that they were just messnig with her, Then why did I have to pass out in the hospital? Explain that? She'd asked her doctor, waiting for his reply seemed so long, You need to stop smoking, seriously, its causing your lungs to act up, and you need a new stress reliver, because you have way too much pent up stress.

Yea, sure, that explained it, how couldn't she have stress? Her stepmother was a drunk and Jen didn't entirely trust her with Issac and Zack, her dad was in the hospital after having his second stroke and no one knew if he was going to come out of the after shock of it alive...Everything was just building up and Jennifer was too young to make anything change in the least.

With another heavy sigh, Jennifer noticed Kelsey and glared for a second before looking away. Why did she keep running into her former friend. She wanted to say something, break the ice that she'd placed there, do something to make Kelsey look at her or talk to her, she couldn't make the silence go away and she couldn't stop Kels from being upset wiht her and it frustrated her. Jennifer stoped herself from saying anything to Kels, because if she did Kelsey would attack her, and then they'd be off fighting with each other again, so she just continued to look at her hands.

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Kelsey noted the momentary glare sent her way but she didn’t say or do anything in return. Nor did she show any sign that she had even seen it. She just continued to walk on down the path. As she was passing the place where Jen sat, she just held her breath, thinking that if she dared to even breathe, the other teen would definitely say and/or do something. Yeah, she was a little strange like that sometimes… She did glance over at the other girl though, for some unknown reason and she noticed that Jen was looking down at her hands. So maybe she hadn't noticed Kelsey at all... Then again, there was the glare to take into consideration.

When she had gotten a few feet past the bench, she breathed a silent sigh of relief and exhaled the breath she had been holding. It would seem that Jen didn’t want to say anything to her. But… the other girl could once she was even farther away. Only time would decide if that were true or now. So, Kelsey kept walking with the same slow pace as before. You’d think that she would walk a little faster, considering that she didn’t want to be there… but then she knew she would appear frightened or something of the other girl. And well, she didn’t exactly want that.

{Meh, it's a tad crappy x_X but.. I'm all out of the rping swing -_-;}

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{{Awww, you lost your rp mojo, Heh! ^_^*}}

How can you just sit here and not talk to her, break the damned silence, damn you. Jennifer thought to herself and then shook her head, Whats the point? She metally argued back and looked at a bug that was on the sidewalk. She noticed Kels glance her way, but still didn't say anything. Before its too late... Jennifer thought again and then stood, slowly walking over to Kelsey and taping her on the shoulder. She steped back and crossed her arms as a sheild for whatever Kelsey might throw at her. "Why do you want me dead?" It seemed that everyone in the hallway that day did, but she couldn't think that about Mike or Sheena, they cared for her, right?

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As Kelsey felt the light touch upon her shoulder, she cringed and cursed under her breath. She knew that she had probably jinxed herself. She heaved a heavy sigh and slowly turned around to face her former friend; she knew it would have to come sooner or later. Soo, why not now? She removed her hands from the pockets of her jeans, and then she also folded them as she heard Jen's question. One of her eyebrows rose slightly and she uncrossed one arm and stroked her chin as though she were in deep thought. "Um well, let's see... I don't know... Maybe it's because you hit me for no reason." Her eyes fell on the other teen's face as she finished her sarcastic reply. "Also.. did I ever say that I wanted you dead?" She asked, dropping off all hints of even the slightest sarcasm from her voice. No, she had the utmost seriousness in her tone. Kelsey never recalled that she had said she wished Jen dead, only that she really didn't want anything to do with her. Yeah, she held grudges a little too much and far too long, especially when it came to physical contact such as a slap.

{Yeah, it seems so. Lol.}

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Jennifer nodded in agreement to Kels, "No, you didn't say it, but your actions when I couldn't breathe back at the hospital kind of shout it outloud, plus you did say you wish me to disappear?" She sighed, now shaking her head, thinking back to how much weight she had to gain back. "And yes, I did slap you, I'm not quite sure why, I think its because I was so pissed at how you reacted to my news. But, no, I didn't have the right, but, it was a mistake...Aparently everyone that wants you to care for them has to be perfect and can't do anything wrong what-so-ever, so I guess that would mean that you can't care for anyone, because no one in the world is perfect, not even you." Jennifer shook her head a bit, and then turned, stuffing her hands deep into her pockets, not being able to continue glaring at Kelsey. "And I am sorry for that mistake, but I don't think you would ever forgive me..." She almost let a few other words slip but bit her tongue, not to let them out.

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{{Yay! This is going to be a shitty reply!}}

At Kelsey's last comment, Jen became a little confused and ran it through her mind a few times before turning around to face Kelsey. "Its just that..." She trailed off, runing a hand through her hair and then back into her pocket, "With all the comments thrown my way, and..." She trailed off once again, looking down at her feet, and watching a bug crawl over her shoe. "Everything else, it just didn't seem as though there was any hope, until now..." Once more she trailed off, but didn't add anything, just kept watching the bug until, "Kelsey, I'm sorry for everything I did, mainly the hit, it was un-called for..."

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